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As last time i have written in my blog that i have cure my depression without medicine. As i was suffering from depression i knew my thaughts that they tell me lie about everything and the problem is not that the medicine is not working its working but it is taking me in a positive thaughts loop whcih is a lie of thaughts. As i knew that my thaughts lie everytime. My Hormones Dopamine serotonin always imbalanced so i think that i am not normal and the lie of thaughts is just for me, because my mind is abnormal and everybodies mind is normal and everybody mind never lies and my mind lies. Therefore i take medicines daily to not to get fear from that fake and lie thaughts. I take pills and my doctor said that after two month of medication that you will not be cure. And i again i got depressed therefore I take medicines daily. As i grew up and in India internet become very cheap after 2016 july  therefore I mostly search for depression and neuro disorders. and i go...
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Depression   Hello! Friends I am Khan Noor Ahmed . I am from India,Mumbai. I am writing blog first time in my life through blogger.com. I was suffering from depression from 2015 thats OCD(Blasphamous thaughts) as i feared that how get that illness. so i stop praying and i am from science background and i know biology so i study about  mental illness and cannot study my subjects properly and i can't concentrate also on my studies so I fight from my thaughts and always cry why i am only have this illness why not everybody. I take Pills than i feel better but from 3 or 4 hours than again i get ill. Pills name is  Fluoxin  and i take this pill two times a day but no good. Than i become dependent on medicines......... how I cure myself after 4 years without medicines...    To Be Continued.......